Bridget

Thu, 14 Jun 2007 04:55:07 GMT

aaaaaaarrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhh I dont wanna lose this time!!!!!

Losing my miiiiiiiiind...

Sun, 27 May 2007 15:04:30 GMT

...not really, but im at work-at the gym- and I just saw on the news that Second Hand Smoke may cause a high risk of dementia. Hmmm...maybe thats why I'm slowly losing my memory!! No Rin....its not you!! lol anyways, Im kidding..But it made me remember the second hand smoke Public Service announcement me michelle and lauren had to make! haha..that was funny.

Im sooooooo tired...2 hours of sleep and im here till 4..Its not like its bad or anything, cause its not too strenuous, its just, im tired and its nice out and i want to swing on the swings at the campground!! Yay swings!

One of the main reasons Im writting this is because Rin sent me a "nudge" lol. So..Hi Rin!! Hows it going? I miss you!! I hope Nos' mouth gets better both for her comfort and so that the winners can reunite!!
Hows the Lib? I'm gonna produce a Signia TV show. I've got the perfect tune for the opening credits! It'll be amazing. I think I should also play her. I think I may be the only one qualified for such a role. It shall be a glorious show!..maybe a movie..I dunno, but there will definitely have to be a book! Cause, well, they just go hand in hand. Anyways...I have to go stock the fridge of water and muscle milk and other spontaneous protein/energy drinks..yum..

Thanks for being you!

Don't graduate or transfer!!!!

Wed, 09 May 2007 17:40:08 GMT

Last day of classes? Are you serious?!?! In my first class, it felt like it was the last day of high school...woa..I can't believe I'll be a senior..I dont think I'm ready for that yet.

I don't like goodbyes. They make me sad. And I hate that feeling of knowing you might never see someone again. My heart hurts. I will keep in touch! will you?! I hope so!

Please dont leave without saying goodbye...

Wed, 02 May 2007 06:40:28 GMT

I'm so upset ;(
Teaching at Dance Techniques is without a doubt one of the greatest jobs I have ever had. I love teaching kids how to dance and I love the excitement in the studio on Saturday mornings. It is so much fun that sometimes I dont even care that I'm missing fun times in Westfield.
But...I'm going to have to quit for next year. I don't have a car and I don't see myself getting one for next year as much as I so desperately want one. My Dad said to do what would make me happy but I don't want to have to keep burdening my parents with having to pick me up every friday and then bringing me back to school, its just not fair to them. I feel like all I am to them is a financial burden. It just sucks because I love teaching so much. I wish a car would just magically appear and let me own it for just a small price. My heart hurts ;(

Sell me a car for a small price? Please?

Wed, 25 Apr 2007 06:46:59 GMT

Well...I'm Dance Team President...wierd...

Random late night thoughts...

Thu, 19 Apr 2007 06:19:39 GMT

-Cotton candy is really good..I mean..have you ever taken a second to analyze? its cottony in texture, but when u put it in your mouth, its like..this sugary delight!..amazing

-Only a few more weeks of school. Ive become really sad lately because of this fact. Im going to miss those who are leaving so much..*cough katherine brooke ahem cough cough*

-Virginia Tech..shit..why? Why do things like this happen? I wish everything could be prevented but its seriously impossible to prevent everything. Im so glad Jon is ok. he was so close too...shit. My heart goes out to everyone there.

-Why doesnt that girl smile? Is something going on in her life which makes her feel she has nothing to smile for? or is she just..not happy? I feel bad..laughter and smiles are important!

-I like him a lot..but..he's really not my type..i never even thought i had a type...but i like him a lot and i dont know why and the sad thing is it will never happen.

-on the other hand, this other kid..wow..so smiley..so cute..so red headed *giggles*

-why are profs pounding all this work on us at the last minute? and why so many group projects? thats like..a death sentence...has anyone been in a group where people's schedules actually were flexible and actually worked out with EVERYONE in the group?

-I need to wash my white shirt...i gotta dress up for the presentation..friday..hope i can hang out with chris donahue! He's so much fun!

-mini donuts...they have the consistancey of a sponge..but they are sooooo good. Why is that?

-I bought apple sauce at the store yesterday..I was hungry when we went shopping and when i passed the shelves of applesauce i thought...mmmmm applesauce..must get applesauce..when i got back, after eating dinner..i thought..who the hell craves applesauce? but now..yeah..i could eat some apple sauce..its not ordinary applesauce either..its grannysmith mmmmm

-I hate money and i hate how everything revolves around money...I hate how i have 4 jobs but still have no money and i hate how i havent been able to pay my roommates for the cruise yet or nos for the tap shoes. Everytime i think about it..i feel like i fail..i need to pay them but i just cant yet!

-I need a car...really bad..does anyone know someone who is selling a car for a nice affordable price? cause ill take it! i dont care if its one of those ugly wood panneled side ones! (no offense to anyone) i dont care if its a pointy minivan! I just need a car...really...really..badly...please!

-Daryl has to go to Iraq...whhhyyyy...why cant this end? we dont need anymore violence. Bring them home you idiot!

-Music is amazing..It can promote any type of mood. I love that feeling when you hear a song and cant help but dance to it..and then those songs that when something goes wrong, you NEED to listen to that song and everything is ok. Every memory is accompanied with a song..at least for me it is.

-when i was younger i used to make penguins out of clay. My Grandma used to say, Bridget these are so cute you should sell them, have your own shop. yeah. That would have been cool. I picture myself sitting on the side of the road with a table full of little clay penguins of every different hobby and a paper sign with "Penguins $5" written in crayon taped to the front. Katherine sells her jewelery and such..its sooo pretty. We are gonna have a glass shop..its gonna be amazing.

-MTELS suck..I cant pass them. Everyones always like.."Bridget, your gonna be such a good teacher you have such a way with children." and right now, I really dont know. These test have lowered my self confidence like woa..its rediculous. They dont measure teaching abilities at all but still i cant help but think of myself as a failure.

-Play me the music, give me a hance to come through. All I ever needed was the music and the mirrors and the chance to dance

-Im sick of being lonely. Everyone is in a relationship it seems and quite frankly it makes me sad.

-I was talking to Rin about grandparents today. My heart became flooded with memories and I tried so hard not to cry. I miss those days so much. There isnt a day that goes by where I dont think of my grandma.

-The applesauce was delicious

Well..thats enough for random thoughts tonight...
if you got to the end...have a good night and thanks for being you!!

music makes me happy...thanks katherine!

Tue, 17 Apr 2007 05:45:11 GMT

What song. . .
1. is an embarassment but you love it?
-this is complicated because i love a lot of cheesey songs and rarely get embarassed because of them lol...umm...probably "On the Wings of Love"Clay Aiken haha

2. do you/will you always dance to?
-"Everytime we Touch"-Cascada and "You Make My Dreams"-Hall and Oates...and of course "King of Wishful Thinking"-Go West hahaha

3. do you want played at your wedding for your first dance with your husband/wife?
-hmmmmm....this is tough..possibly "Maybe I'm Amazed"-Paul McCartney...

4. sums up where you are in life?
-"Somebody to Love"-Queen

5. reminds you of your best friend?
-"Stand By Me" and "Wonderwall"-Oasis "The Joker"-Steve Miller Band "Just Called to Say I Love YOu"-Stevie Wonder and "Wake me up before you go go"-Wham lol

6. reminds you of your parents or family?
-"Happy Together"-The Turtles (Chris)
-"Under my Thumb"-Rolling Stones (Ben)
-"Dancing Through Life"-(Dad)
-"It's in His Kiss"-Cher (Mom)

7. makes you cry in a sad way?
-"Tears in Heaven"-Eric Clapton

8. makes you cry in a good way?
-"Leaving on a Jet Plane"-John Denver

9. gets your blood flowing?
-"Pop"-Nsync

10. is great to drive to?
-"Clocks"-Coldplay

11. reminds you of a lot of colors?
-"Chasing Cars"-Snow Patrol

12. reminds you of the past?
-"Piano Man"-Billy Joel "Wonderful Tonight"-Eric Clapton

13. makes you think of the future?
-"Imagine"-John Lennon

14. is your favorite holiday song?
-"Last Christmas"-Wham

15. reminds you of Winter?
-"Come Downstairs and Say Hello"-Guster

16. reminds you of Summer?
-"American Pie"-Don McLean "Free Fallin"-Tom Petty "Road Outside Columbus"-OAR "Champagne Supernova"-Oasis

17. can make you happy after being depressed?
-"Nothing's Gonna Stop us"-Jefferson Starship

18. is a good morning song?
-"Sweet Escape"-Gwen Stefani

19. is a good night song?
-"Strawberry Fields"-The Beatles "Morning Light"_Graham Colton

20. sums up your life or who you are?
-"Whatever"-Oasis "Put on a Happy Face"

Thu, 05 Apr 2007 20:12:15 GMT

sudden burst of overwhelming emotion

Sat, 17 Mar 2007 00:29:34 GMT

I think this intense snow storm should have waited until..next week...like..on a wednesday morning...that would have been nice..but it happend today and the winners couldnt come over...sadness...the sky is just lucky that i like snow!

Fri, 02 Mar 2007 17:32:51 GMT

It was amazing :)

Mon, 05 Feb 2007 05:07:28 GMT

pretending like it doesnt bother me.....

but it hurts so much.....

Sat, 20 Jan 2007 05:12:59 GMT

A singer in a smoky room...the smell of wine and cheap perfume

Mon, 15 Jan 2007 08:27:20 GMT

im an insomniac...

meatloaf bringing in the new year?! whaaa?!?

Tue, 02 Jan 2007 03:56:26 GMT

HAPPY 2007!! YEAAAHHH!!!
New year's eve was fucking amazing!! Rin, Nos, Amy, Dena, Matt, Dave, Marj...I love them!! Probably one of the best new year's eves ever!

...but whats up with meatloaf? hes bad at hitting notes..

..well...all we need to do now is...shake it up baby now, twist and shout...

Fri, 22 Dec 2006 21:24:36 GMT

I hate the MTEL...looks like all I'll ever be is a lunch lady :(

I dont like assholes...i guess me and my dad are the same..we trust too easily and try to find the good in everyone...

I miss the winners :/ ...I cant wait till new years eve!!

Mon, 18 Dec 2006 15:34:32 GMT

Cause it's easier sometimes not to be sincere somehow ill make you beliiiiiiiiieeeeeeeve....beliiiiieeeeeeeeve...

Mon, 11 Dec 2006 05:59:44 GMT

Rod Stewart...

Let there be songs..

Mon, 04 Dec 2006 06:48:42 GMT

Put your play list on shuffle and answer the questions!! DONT SKIP!! I already did this on myspace but i wanted to do it again...

What is your name? Or what should your name be?
-"Hello, I love you"-The Doors

How is your life going?
-"Living on a Prayer"-Jon Bon Jovi..haha accurate..a prayer that i can do this paper without dying or getting an F!!

What is your nickname?
-"One Angry Dwarf"-Ben Folds

What is your theme song?
-"One Lonely Night"-REO Speedwagon...gee thanks lol

What is your best friend's theme song?
-"Dancing on the Ceiling"-Lionel Ritchie HAHA

How is your life going to turn out?
-"Sexy"-Black Eyed Peas...sweet! lol

Will you get married?
-"Can't Hurry Love"-Phil Collins..

Will you have kids?
-"Next Year, Baby"-Jaimie Cullum...oh god i hope not next year!

What will your job be?
-"Truck Drivin man"-Lynyrd Skynyrd...oh jeez...i dont wanna drive a truck!!

Did you/will you finish school?
-"Keep the Dream Alive"-Oasis

Who is your best friend?
-"Perfect"-Guster...accurate...

Who is or will be your significant other?
-"Wild Heart"-Stevie Nicks

Who do you like?
-"Lets all Make Believe"-Oasis

How will you die?
-"Forgotten"-Linkin Park...ahh! i hope not!

How do you feel right now?
-"Nice guys finish last"-Green Day

What is your favorite song?
-"Who's crying now."-well i do love journey..but thats not my favorite song!

How could you describe your parents?
-"Smooth Criminal"-Michael Jackson..haha

Your best friend[s]?
-"Black Limousine"-Rolling Stones

Your teachers?
-"Why cant we be friends"-War lol

Your significant other [or crush...]?
-"Can't have you"-LFO...awwwww...why not?!

Yourself?
-"God of wine"-Third Eye Blind..oh yeah?

What is your best feature?
-"Mucky Fingers"-Oasis...i didnt think i had mucky fingers?

What will you be / should you be, profession-wise?
-"Doctor's Orders"..NOOOOO I cant handle being a doctor!!!

How could you describe this survey?
-"i am the walrus"-The Beatles

Finish the Sentence
I wish
-"Narcolepsy"-Third Eye Blind...lol

I want to
-"High"-James Blunt

I want to kill
-"Trouble in Here"-Howie Day

I want to eat
-"Route 66"...but it wont be very tastey...

My best feature is
-"King of Wishful Thinking!!" haha YESSS!!

My eyes are
-"Under Pressure"-Queen and David Bowie

My hair is
-"Tangled"-Maroon 5..well that was coincidental!

My face is
-"Chained to you"-Savage Garden...That must be awkward...

You should
-"Don;t Stop Believin!!" Journey YEAH!!!

Random Words of advice?
-"Do the Funky Chicken"....no dont! lol

How do others see me?
-"The Warrior" oh really?

How do I see myself?
-"The Ugly Bug Ball"-Summer Magic..haha great...

Mon, 20 Nov 2006 04:14:08 GMT

I don't want to be just friends anymore...

Thu, 09 Nov 2006 06:04:05 GMT

And I can't fight this feeling anymore!!

Wed, 08 Nov 2006 06:32:08 GMT

I love him

Mon, 23 Oct 2006 04:37:18 GMT

I need new painting ideas...any suggestions?

Rant

Tue, 17 Oct 2006 19:49:45 GMT

It's a huge let down when everyone at your table get their exams back with A's on them...then you get yours...And you have failed.
Four of us had failed and she asked us to stay after class to talk to her. She asked us individually where we thought we went wrong. I gave my answer, and she told me no...No? wtf?! YES! I told her that to study, after she had given the essays that were on the test, i went back and wrote responses and tried to memorize them. I said that this wasnt a very good study technique because I was not able to memorize the entire content and I went blank.I should have developed a better content knowledge. And she told me no...does that make sense?
Then I go to my next class...I had stayed up late doing part A of my preprac and woke up early to finish it...When i get there, the girl next to me asked me how long my lesson plan was...*blank stare*...on thursday, when i was absent due to intense illness...Stanley had moved preprac part A to next week, and assigned us a lesson plan. *shakes fist* I quit...

sorry for the random anger!

Wed, 11 Oct 2006 23:49:20 GMT

ugh..it feels like im swallowing glass..and everytime i stand up i get sooo dizzy..make it stop!!..I think I've OD'd on advil...your supposed to have no more than 6 pills in 24 hous...I've had 6 within 8 hours along with gallons of sudafed..I want to just sleeeep but i hae so much to do...

Sat, 07 Oct 2006 17:49:42 GMT

I hate being home...someone save me